Oct 8, 2008

Finally Home

Indeed, it has been a long time since this public blog opened in Blogger. And of course, in this time, the Blogger has been blocked by China officials because of the Olympia. But fortunatly, it came back at the time of the end of the Games. Now, with seeing so many ‘mishaps’ happened in our mainland, we can’t help but lament “welcome back Beijing!, welcome back China!”.

Actually, since I got my IELTS and CET-6 results and came back to school, I was involved in a series of ‘accidents’. With no doubt, I was attacked by this series of happenings and made me felt really tired. I think it really going to make me insane. I just cannot figure out what these human thinking in their minds.

On the first day of this month, I was cheated bt a man who told me that he want to buy my cellphone which is the my best favorite one bought from Japan, he said that he can buy it in 3000RMB but at the end I was surprise to find that all of the cash was forged note when I was in the dorm. At that night, I was crazed with grief.

After that, I was troubled by several disagrees in friend, lover and stangers , and everyone of these happenings’ cause is not my fault at first but I apologized at last for not making this stuff worse. I just can not understand what’s wrong did I did! But maybe this is fate of mine. No reason, but to accept.

At the end of this month, I hope that the October of my 3rd year is different and better.

TOM: “Folks find that hard to believe. You can’t help but compare ypurself againest the old timers. Can’t help but wonder how they’d have operated these times.

The crime you see now, it’s hard to even take its measure… It’s not that I’m afraid of it, but I don’t want to push my chips forward and go out and meet something I don’t understand. A man would have to put his soul at hazard. HE’d have to say, ‘OK, I’ll be part of this world.’ ”   ——NO COUNTRY FOR OLD MAN

                         

后乐园

在真实的世界里 我始终相信
后乐园的存在
在那里
爱情得以永恒,梦想终会实现
我们用一只眼睛看见现实的灰墙
却用另一只眼睛勇敢飞跃,接近梦想
用孩子的羽翼抵抗现实的捕捉
即使我们会在天真里同归于尽
至少我们相信 曾经勇敢
总有一天,我们会到达
属于我们的后乐园